Waiting around...

I am watching pointless t.v. right now. Lucas is working on a project for work and he doesn't get home till anywhere from 11 to 1 am. So, I haven't been able to really see a whole lot of him the last month. These last two weeks have been the worst though. I was feeling really stressed from work and all they ask me to do. I finally got some guts and told them that I may be leaving sooner than later if they keep having me do more tasks. I mean I am pregnant right? I am in my third trimester and am feeling pretty tired. I of course have been swelling up a bit but it's all good. I just laugh though when I tell people how tired I am and how I hurt all over when I get home. Then they want me to cut their hair after work? Uh hello I stand on my feet at work and it's a full time job and then I would have to come stand on my feet some more and do your hair? Doesn't make sense to me! Technically your not supposed to stand on your feet for more than 3 or 4 hours a day when you are pregnant. You have more of a risk to have a pre term labor. I just hate having to tell people no when they ask me to do stuff. I have to just say I am sorry I really can't please understand. I get bugged they wouldn't have already thought of what I have told them in the first place. I mean I haven't even gotten my haircut in over a year from a professional. I have been cutting it myself, so I don't feel sorry for you. Sorry if that seems mean but geez! I am having a better day today I went into work a couple hours later so I could eat some breakfast with lucas since I don't get to see a whole lot of him lately. It was really nice and then work is going to cut me some slack. My brother in law got a job and I am so happy for him and my sis. It's been a long road for them and all of that schooling finally paid off! Lucas and I got a new dwarf hamster her name is cosette. Our last hamster died last weekend his name was wee wong. I still feel sad he died. I am very emotional the last couple of weeks I can cry so easily it's ridiculous. I think I just feel stressed out, but hopefully next week will be better. Lucas will be done with the project this weekend so I am very happy. I miss him so much!