Good times

It's been a while since I've posted any updates. That is actually a good thing! Lots of fun activities are happening right now and it's been great. I feel like a "normal" person. I've lost 35lbs and 5 away from my goal. I really have wanted to weigh what I did before I got married.  Losing weight sucks and it's not fun. I'm a stress eater, and I love to bake when I feel stressed. I love baking anyway, but it's heightened under stress. Last year was a hard one and I wish to not repeat it.  I've distanced myself from some special needs groups. As much as I love them they suck the life out of me.  I feel much happier by just sitting back and enjoying life more. Lucy has been doing very well on daily steroids and bi pap at night. I thank Heavenly Father for giving me a breather. I had a talk with him and said I will be crazy soon so please help! I think he must have believed me because he's given me some time to be happy.  I've been practicing every night for Anne Of Green Gables this week. Show time is almost here and I'm excited! I've been trying to focus hard on what I need to do for it. I'm a perfectionist so I anticipate going to practice and fixing whatever I didn't get right the night before. It's been so great and I really enjoy being there. The other night listening to the music before we sing our first song made me tear up. Being a part of this has really meant a lot to me.  It's something I enjoy and the wonderful people that are in the show are so great.
I just wanted to update a little bit and hope all is well with everyone reading this.
Melinda